Exposed

Nervous, after all this time I still get nervous around you. Of what to say and how to project it, hoping it doesn't come out foolishly. My mind races; thinking of all the witty things to say to you counting my fingers and toes and double checking my facts. Because the idea of you reacting [...]

Grieving the Loss of Someone who is Living

Missing you is similar to the undecidedness of the changing of seasons. Missing you is the irritation of the blankets sealing too much heat, and without them it is indeed freezing. Missing you is the absolute and utter confusion of me still caring for you even though I probably shouldn’t. A wasp’s sting hurts less [...]