Nervous, after all this time I still get nervous around you. Of what to say and how to project it, hoping it doesn't come out foolishly. My mind races; thinking of all the witty things to say to you counting my fingers and toes and double checking my facts. Because the idea of you reacting [...]


I made a promise to myself; to try and fix you, to trace your scars with my words, and somehow make you forget the agony. I’d let you share the secrets within the folds of your heart, embrace all that was trapped inside you belligerent to see dawn. Now, well I carry pieces of you. [...]

Grieving the Loss of Someone who is Living

Missing you is similar to the undecidedness of the changing of seasons. Missing you is the irritation of the blankets sealing too much heat, and without them it is indeed freezing. Missing you is the absolute and utter confusion of me still caring for you even though I probably shouldn’t. A wasp’s sting hurts less [...]


Accompagne-moi; Apporte ton alcool et écoute-moi s’il te plaît On parlait beaucoup Depuis un certain temps je me demande Qu’est-ce que tu es devenu? Tu es distant Sans  cœur Penser que nous étions magiques Toutefois, on pourrait aller même jusqu’à ça T’avais terriblement peur derrière tout ton sarcasme Peur d’être blessé Quoi qu’il en soit [...]