Relapse

I’m sitting naked on the cool bathroom floor, watching the steam roll off my reddened skin, hoping that the guilt I feel in my stomach goes away and not make me rest my arms on the lavatory seat like the night before.   I let myself slip again – I saw it coming; all the [...]

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I Hope You Stop

I hope you stop. I hope you stop carrying the solar system on your shoulders just to give people the love of the moon, sun and stars combined, for the stars you’ve given belong in your eyes. I hope you realize that people are truly are like sunsets, stop chasing them, another will come shortly. [...]

Read this to the Love of your Life

Having A Coke With You - Poem by Frank O'Hara is even more fun than going to San Sebastian, Irún, Hendaye, Biarritz, Bayonne or being sick to my stomach on the Travesera de Gracia in Barcelona partly because in your orange shirt you look like a better happier St. Sebastian partly because of my love [...]

Demons

I made a promise to myself; to try and fix you, to trace your scars with my words, and somehow make you forget the agony. I’d let you share the secrets within the folds of your heart, embrace all that was trapped inside you belligerent to see dawn. Now, well I carry pieces of you. [...]

Aurora Borealis

he was the northern lights, dancing in the night sky, so gently with his colours, breaking the vast darkness with beauty. she was the ice cold water, gazing up at his majestic parade. all she wanted was to be considered, something extraordinary, but she didn’t know that – yes, he was showing off, for he [...]

Favourites of 2018

2018, you sucked. But, since everybody has been asking me, I do have a favourite book and artist that did help me through this long abysmal year. I mean nothing can go wrong with a book and music. The Book that helped me reevaluate my mindset was The Alchemist by Paulo Coelho. I personally think [...]

Open Letter to You, the Anxious Ones

It feels like you're running out of time, or rather the fear of time running out. It wants time itself to stop, not in the example of death, but for it to freeze. So even just for a moment, you had the power to control everything. Anxiety has this deep need of self-centrism; for you [...]